yep. I am now a sophomore. First time doing honors classes ;o ; . I forget to blog so much xD... it feels like almost a year D':. So good news is I got into all my honors classes that I could get into (because I suck at math ), but I passed my summer geo class and my teachers are okay so far.. but yeah. I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO DIIEEE :'D... because its the first time ever I'm taking advanced classes and I should be studying but then I forget everything. so yeah. excuses COUGHCOUGH. Anyways we wrote essays for Honors Eng, which everyone does because summer reading and all that.I couldn't write anything that I liked ( as always) =.= . Do you people hate it when you have a kind of clear outline of what you're going to write and then when you write it you realize that it feels all wrong so you change it but then you lose track of it and it just ends up in a big mess. yep. I feel like my English teacher is going to have headaches because my writing is horribly messy (so is my grammar) ; u ;.... I rant so much xD or worry alot.Ahh I worry about tests and ap because everyone else I know is studying for SAT, and Im just sitting at home listening to ghibli music (which is wonderful *u*) AND YEAH HDFJSHLFJKSHFJKS. I'm thinking of taking archery because it seems really cool~ but my mother doesn't consider a sport. WELL TRY HOLDING A BOW FOR HOURS IT HURTS ALOT T n T. yeaahh I need to get some arm strength... This year I hope to change myself to become more productive :'D. It's kind of hard because for some classes I'll remember stuff but then my brain will glaze over it and it'll become like a blurry picture that I hardly remember - n -. short term memory sigh. Sometimes I feel that I'm over dramatic with things because I'll be like I have a mental illness,when I really don't. Which is very rude to people who actually have those illnesses and are trying the best to cope how they can :/. But my memory is very bad ; - ;. Ah! I got a new phone, but barely anyone ever texts me and I pretty much only use the internet so I wonder if I should get a different plan :/. But there's no cheap plan with only unlimited internet and like only 100 texts and talks. (because seriously I get less than 100 per month) XD (my friends are very busy people <3 SUCH GOOD CHILDREN :'D) Yep long paragraph.
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~ To go back to the past and feel the warm sunshine of little troubles is a wish that can't be achieved yet. So shut up and enjoy your life while its young and complain when you're older ~ (so contridictary
